people just love watching me fall apart huh? well maybe , some people should stop being so mean. i dont like liars and please, honesty is the best policy. or they say.

these days i cannot tahan cheering up other ppl. so pls, dont find me if u need some consoling. i have my own life and my own probs okay suckers? thank you.
oh but if u find me sulky or moany or stuff, pls do ignore and give me a lil space. or maybe, if it helps, give me a lame joke. preferably, about your mother ;
BETTER : say something hurtful straight at me so that u'll see tears running down okay. i'd really appreciate tht , i swear

i hate 2008. STUPID BODOH.

here comes a new year. wooo, i dont wanna be who i am anymore. maybe a more conservative and studious person. *laughs* aha, aku ckp ajer, tapi actions tkde. sudahlah, jgn harap

i dont quite adore those ard me right now. so pls, if u see me strangely smiling at u, it's plastic smiles okay. but if u terase tt i hate u, go cry to ur big fat momma okay? ;)

if ur wondering , yes i hope to be like this . so ppl can stay away from me. imma keep to the sidelines and do my own thing. watch me blossom to a biggg fat balloooon and blow up again okay? okay maybe not. HEHEHEHE

i'll only talk to ppl i want to. hang out with those i think is 'cool' trust me, my def of 'cool' is merepek. cinonehs are not a bad start. guess by the time i get out of css, i'll be a fluent brown china maid. haaaaaahaaaaaaa. or maybe, hang out with the indons maid. so i can fulfill my bro's wish. he can call me a complete indon maid. i know tts what he wants, kan kan? haaaa

enough about him, life's unfair. it sucks being a girl. period.

its just a couple more days. and i dont feel like seeing certain ppl , for sure. lagi2 the bacens. eh no, cannnn. kacau them HEEEEHEEE.

it's just gonna be ME ME ME self absorbed? u betcha. ;D

psst : i cannot upload the stupid unbeautiful song. kentot sak. tkpe. nvm, here's a bit of it.

" Here I go I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I won't go back
'Cause I know if I do, I won't make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore "

gdbye all, lesson learnt. glued to my brain. watch me, i WILL fly. ;P

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