When will it all stop?

I DONT KNOW!

GOD, cant there be peace ard this world. just a little of giving in and just a little of compromising and evasion of jumping to conclusions and such, pun tkleh ke. susah sgt ke nk buat? KONEK KORANG LA.

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im waiting. waiting for what? waiting for ANTM! yeahah, im aspiring to have abs and smooth curves like them. HAHAHAHA, berangan much. pretty much yes.

hmmm, what happen so far?

let's rewind

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got it!

i stayed home throughout the week except for today tadi, out with family.

good for me? idk! cause when i ask my mom if i can go out tmr despite staying home throughout the wk besides cca, she was still reluctant! LIKE freaking hell how am i suppose to freaking convince here . ( as u can see, im trying hard to avoid spouting vulgarities)

like seriously man, i dont know how to convince her tt im not doing *** outside. HAHA. i know it sounds funny, but for real okay. MOOO la.

then there's cousin, brother, the usual. i was anticipating to be bullied but hell no. i gang-ed up with my bro and bully my cousin, who got his PSLE result today. and was quite gay he passed, but u'll understand if u get the full story.

ya, so whenever he wakes up in the morning, we'll be like blowing our breath at him and laughing cause his breath totally smells. there was one day i was reading my book, he asked me the meaning of busuk.

i told him : "busuk (while laughing, trying to control myself) means bau mulut arif"

i burst out laughing at my own joke. my abg and mom too. HAHAHA

kesian der, terus bunge oi!

k, then my abg, seperti biasa, dia pergi memukul saya DAN! juga adik saudara saya. tangan bukan untuk pukul abang oi, incase awak takde otak utk berfikir, tentang apa yg harus dibuat dengan tangan kamu itu! (i know my mly karat -.-, sad kan? )

my dad, he got a rise in his pay, after seven years. he's high about it, but he's yet to come home. i wonder where he went? hmmm.. i hope he doesnt come home not himself, (if u know what i mean)

mom, bond ALOT with her. i pretty much hope i convinced her tt im still the old bacen amyraa that i was back then. but the other day i just think tt i convinced her more than my bro. so im hoping to cont on with this, so i gain her confidence in me and i can do wtv i want with her restu and such again. but tt sounds selfish, okok.

also for the fact tt i love her

WOAH, i talked bout my whole family? INSANE! hahahahahahaha, omg im such a pig. see my nostrils! K DIAM, GILERRR

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i freaking hate myself cause i forgot ALOT of doa-s. like how could i laaaaaa?! im soo gonna redeem myself in this. URGH!

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24-25 th - camp

26th - out

27th - cookies

28th - maybe cca

29th-30th - OVERSEAS = shopping! ;BB

busy much huh?!

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tomorrow.