"dont say you're sorry

for breaking every inch of my heart"

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i felt like a fool yest. why? maybe you know huh. D=

suddenly, i feel a sad feeling creeping up inside. and its gonna rain, so im gon be off soon. (im afraid of the thunder&lightning, if u dont know) HEH. k sidetracking there.

i figure life's aint hollywood. hah, as if i believed it was hollywood in the first place. everything sucks. the fact tt i feel soo fucked up and nostalgic sucks as well. i wantttt, i want smth. but i dont even know what im reaching out for. hope dangles on a string? pretty much yeah. it teases your heart.

i dont know, i just feel sick under this skin. im sick of everyone around. im sick of this everyday shit tt i breathe for. like hey, cant smth interesting happen. for all i care i think im burning myself up with all these emotions tt i find illogical. i just want something.

k fine, theres no use writing all these shit down here so i guess i'll be running along playing with some barbie dolls or friends my imagination came up with. for all i know, i just cant wait for 6th nov. i wanna cry, real badly now. cheers la hor.

"that something i can never figure out"

Labels: Nostalgia's my new best friend