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But I got nothing. Boohoo.
I want to shit man. But I can't.
I need yoghurt yes :)

Damn. I'm super fickle minded these days. I want to work but I want freedom and I don't really need money. I want to follow myraa go shopping but I'm scared I'll hurt my mum even when she said it's my choice what to do. Haha. Pathetico. I think it's PMS. Haha. Mcm betul larh tuu.

Malay dance yesterday was da bomb. The SYF item is very gerek. I like Zapin. Very energetic. Oohlala~

I'm so tired of my brother. He keeps telling me to shut up when I ask him a question. It's annoying. I'm just trying to make conversation. Like what's the problem with him?

Man, I lost my respect in him.
Not my brother larh.
Change topic already.

It's like he doesn't leave an impact in my life. All he does is show stupid, bad examples. Sometimes, I just want him to go away. I tried to think positively. Everybody's right. I am lucky to have him but sometimes I don't see why he needs to be here. I need to step into somebody's shoes and see what it's like not having someone like him around because I think that it's much easier to respect him once I've found a reason to. But now, even though it's a must, it's damn hard.

I feel lonely these days. I'm in need of a person. Haha. A person whom I can talk with the whole day and never get tired, a person whom can share some laughs with me. A shoulder to cry on. I never had that particular person my whole entire life. I want to open up to somebody but I haven't found that somebody. No, not yet. I thought you were the one but I was wrong. Well, maybe it's just me. I'm too secretive. Ah, whatever kan.

Those words you said to me
That face I longed to see
Everything so caught up in my mind
But I know for a fact, you cannot be mine

Those nights I could not sleep
And stayed awake counting sheep
Thinking of the possibility that we could be together
To share, compromise and love each other

But good things come and go
I waited but you did not show
Our friendship sadly ended
My hopes and dreams all shattered

It’s hard to accept reality
To be with whom you want to be
But memories do rust
And to move on is the best for us

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Nadhirah larh seyh :)
And this time, you and me, we run away :)