Finally. A fresh new post. Just now was the last day that we, 2/2 were going to be together as a class. I felt rather emotional. It felt like it was just a few days ago that we have met. A few days ago when I approached Jasmine and asked for the seat beside her. Good times. Gooood times.

However, I'm writing this post, at this very day to present my perspective of what 2008 had been like so far. These are my experience and my views. Do not take what I have to say seriously. This post is just to let all my joys and sorrows out. It's time that I tell you my story. People who are not interested to read may press the red button on top of the screen though I don't think anyone would be reading cause this blog seems to be dead for quite a period of time.

What made me write this post was because of today. Today was the most suckiest way to end the school year. This day was the main thing that made me reflect on my journey so far. So, here I go. It's time. My views.

2008 to me has been a really heart thumping, scary rollercoaster ride. There were so many twists and turns, up and downs that it made me jump with joy, cry with sadness, scream with fear and puke due to nausea.

US:
The starting of 2008 was incredible. We got to meet up again and we spent ALOT of time together. I remember the dates of our trip to West Mall, Bugis, Marina square, our frequent trips to Vivo City and West Coast, sitting together in class, during recess, after school, camwhoring, enjoying ourselves like it was nobody's business. And I can never forget our commitment towards each other. The bond we had, felt so strong that it seemed impossible to break apart. How we supported and accompanied each other, was so meaningful. However, on 12th March 2008, I realised what was happpening in front of my eyes. How you behaved that day made me feel like I was a tool to satisfy your lonely needs. You, drifting apart was a start. After you went away, slowly, other things started to happen. Good and bad things. Until it led to this.

YOU:
2nd and 3rd May are also dates that are very special for me. These are the dates that the foundation for the start of a brand new friendship started to build up. I cherish every second spent for you because you gave me my first. You were the first one I interacted with who was similar yet so different from me. Spending my time with you gave me joy and I never wanted it to stop but everything has its limits and good things always come to an end. Our friendship only lasted one month. I remember that stupid day when I cried for you. How foolish I was. Well, although our friendship ended, I couldn't forget you. The memory of you seemed to be haunting me. 13th September 2008. THREE MONTHS. I took 3 months to forget you but I'm glad that it's finally over and done with.

WE:
This year, we were tested with so many crisis. The accidents, the jailing, and damn, a lot more. These problems affected me a lot. I was distracted. I couldn't stand all the heat. I couldn't break down to realease everything out this time for some reason. It affected my grades, everything. I couldn't concentrate. But I'm happy that things now can be handled. Alhamdulilah.

Things have changed, Some drastically, some minimal, some for the good and some of the bad. I have regretted things that I did and didn't do. Whatever it is, I hope 2008 will end wonderfully and I will start a fresh in 2009.

And JASMINE: Thanks for the dedication. I feel so touched and honoured. I love your birthday presents for me also. OMG. ILY! HAHA.

go jasmine you're so fine!
you're so fine!
you blow my mind!

Lastly, I treasure everyone who is or was involved in my life. Whether the ones who have made it an enjoyable experience, or the one who have hurt me deep, they are the ones, good or bad who have showed me the meaning of life.

nadhirah larh seyh! :D