♥ Monday, September 8, 2008

It's not too late to say I WAS ALL SO WRONG.
Just what are you thinking of?
I want things to change.
I have this silly sudden urge to turn back time.
I wana erase my past.I want things to get back to normal.
But i cant say i regretted this all
Because through this, i've known what's strength.
Things are changing around me. REALLY CHANGING.
things happen, way unexpectedly.
Maybe we should just have shut up from the start.
Shouldn't have wished for things to change for the better.
Mum has been nicer day by day.
Somehow, she has been understanding me. So?
i dont know. i just think it's too sudden.
She's never been this nice. She's always mean and vulgar.
And when i come to think of this, i realised this year's like a turmoil.
a roller coaster ride. up and down, DRASTICALLY.
I think He has answered my prayers. All my life i only wished for one thing.
It's coming true. But yet, im feeling EMPTY-back again.
IN DESPAIR. ALONE. EMPTY.
someone make me smile. (:
i dont care if it's just for the moment.
xx LEAlala xx