I was bored.
My mind told me to study
but my body just wouldn't let me.
So I wrote a random 'essay'.
My essay is about change.
I got inspiration from this;

WE'LL BE THE ONES SITTING BACK AND WATCH AS PEOPLE CHANGE


Change by `gilad on deviantART



this is going to be in my journal :D
oohlala~

Life seems to be all about change. You change, both physically and mentally. When you were a kid, your parents looked like giants. You felt small wherever you were. However, as you got older, you grow and your body changes. Everything looks so much smaller. Your environment changes and you have to amend your lifestyle to adapt to these changes. From time to time, people around you start to change too. You start losing and making friends. Your thinking becomes more mature. You learn that you should treasure every single person you know and you learn to make decisions, learn to choose good from bad.

I was a fool to believe that we’ll be the ones sitting back and watch as people change. It is impossible to stick to the present. Time will fly past and the world transforms into a different place. People will start adapting to these changes and if you do not change, you will be left behind. You will not be able to survive in this world.

I remember when my friends and I used to stay attach to each other like glue. I used to think that we would stay united together for eternity but I was wrong. One by one, we started changing. Some of us started meeting new people and our feelings for each other change. Our sense of belonging slowly started to disappear. We started finding new goals in life, a new direction to strive forward to. Without knowing, some of us were left behind. Some of us were too eager to achieve what we wanted and did not care about others. Some of us achieved our goals and started forgetting the ones who helped us. Some of us were too caught up in these changes that we forgot to treasure the people we used to care about.

So, what makes some of us afraid of change? Some of us are afraid of change because we do not want to lose the ones we love. We treasure the present. We want things the way they are. However, change is something that happens to everyone. Like it or not, sooner or later, things around you will change. However, you must stay open minded. Change does not have to be bad. It could be beneficial too. For example, maybe your friends did leave you but this gives you the chance to search for new, better friends. You should not stress about it. Why should you be sad when your friend is enjoying him/herself out there? You should look at the brighter side of things. You should learn from these changes and start to improve yourself. However, when you make new friends, you should never forget the old because every friendship should be treasured.

So start thinking openly about change. It does not always have to be bad. And when it is bad, there is always a reason behind it and a good side to it. ‘Behind every evil, there is good in it’. Welcome change with open arms.


and this is a picture i took and edited
oohlala~
i'm gonna study at library tomorrow
YAY! finally. i am going to be able to achieve full concentration.
:DD

Nadhirah larh seyh
p/s: i've realised that i still miss your company.