okayyys... ANOTHER VIDEO!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUfsXsDlLhw


seee,,, popular kan lagu die??? come come come,, nod your heads!!! gimme a thumbs up and do a headbang!!! rite, belo.

and this joshua is the winner tau!!! hahahahha. channel 5 belom main. standard, channel free pe.

LEAlala. DHOOM TAANA bla bla lalalala.

all the cool boys say Om shanti OM!!!!
let's all go DEEWANGI DEEWANGI!!
chore chore chupke chupke. eh alamak doboh, salah channel.

im am so in the MUHABBAT feeling. MUHABBAT. MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHAAAAAAAAABAAAAAAT. ((:

I LOVE OM SHANTI OM! dayyyyym! cant finish watching. idk wat happened to shantipriya,, that sexxxayyyye babe! sad story tau.. TOUCHING. pegi pegi pegi. go youtube type om shanti om english subtitles.

and and and IM SOOOOOOOOO ADDICTED TO DHOOM TAANA. ape makne die, tanye la bangla bawah blok. hheehehheheheheh. i repeated the song since almost 2 hours ago!! :D
FANATIC HINDUSTANI FAN. sesat. sesat. sesat. kulit putih tapi gile kan hal orang hitam.


DHOOM TAANA BLA BLA LALALALALLA!!! (repeat many many many many many times!!!)
fine la, i think i better sign up for bollywood dance classes. so it's either martial arts or this... mmmmmmmm... :

oooooo... i miss kol mil gaya!!! im in muhabbat bcos i kol mil gaya!!! tak faham takpe tau.. gagagagaggagagaaaaaaaaa!!! gua tengah gila!!! X)

enjoy beloved darlings.... mwaaaahhh!!! sing along the chorus tau pandai!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXPoZBMydAU

honestly, we can throw this blog away =X
k, am i being mean and selfish? =/



MALAY.

all those ard me, would surely know tt i suck at mly. and its seriously not my cup of tea. like its a pain in the ass. burn my brain cells man.
anw, i dont think that cheaters prosper. but damn, what was i suppose to do kan. SHITASS. tsk.

i think cikgu selamat super the cute. haha, with his roundround tummy. ;DDD ( sungguh, bukan sindir)

i think that we're falling apart. i feel that maybe all these were pretend in the first place? maybe, definitely NOT. and things change, so we are not always gonna be close right.
next yr, we'll be in diff class.

jujur saya mengatakan, im seriously, physcotically excited but im worried bout my will-be classmates. like, this zhesing guy wtv his pathetic name, aku tknk same class ngn der. aku pun tknk same ngn mahatir. mcm SPOILT je der. =X
aku nk same ngn ELSTON atau KUANGYI maybe. WAHAHAHAHA, diam la merepek.! gatal, tsktsk

a few more days and all these shit will be over cheerios.

HELLO HELLO!
im back!
im so lame.
it has been so long since i enter this blog.
oh my. i feel so lost.
ni lah case org malas nak maen comp.

i smell sweat. 2/2's sweat in e comp lab. haha.

haiz. i dont know why.
but we now seem to be so apart.
is it just me whos getting further?
or is it ppl are changing.
'everything changing'.
its never ending process.

we dont seem to hang out much often.
we somehow are going to our own separate ways.
what is going to happen next year?
we will not be as one anymore, as we will not be in the same class somehow.
i just want to tell u guys that u are e best.
no matter wat happens, i love all of you!
(why am i so jiwang? haha.)
lik seriously. i hope we could never have separated.
ok im writing crap crap crap.

kawan-kawan, this nak pegi jalan raye with e whole class?
exactly after exams, e mon or tues or wed. choose.
hari raye nak dekat. lagi baper hari jer.
hari-hari akhir ni kebih-lebihkan amalan.
baca quran, solat fardhu sunat dan tarawih, selalu zikir.
aku ni nak jadi ustazah kaper? tk nak ah.

kuih raye dah buat?
klau dah, kasih aku rase tau. =)
i dono if my mum is making kuih raye tis.
tis yr is a very busy, busy year.
langsir aku colour maroon!
i lik. i lik. coz maroon is quite near to red.
aku yang gantung e langsir tau.
actualli siket jer aku tolong.

okay. aku nak buat melayu. haha.
wah aku tulis panjang jugak eh.
ACHIEVEMENT! YAY! =)

nooramirah! =)

idk what date is today. someone enlighten me. im lazy to check the calendar. bcos idk why i dont like the calendar. sounds weird and stupid, I KNOW.

i thought exam starts next monday. GRRRRR. but i was right to say "i thought". countdown 4 more days. but i dont feel the heat. dont need to, i think. ((: SO CANT WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR. bismillahirrahman nirrahim 3SCI AMIN.

but i wana go shopping man. SHOP SHOP SHOP. To causeway point metro, go get some vouchers, my loved ones!!! and i thought of getting for ________ too!!! hah! that person will be the least expecting it for sure. kan kan kan kan_____??? kalau prasan, angguk2 geleng2 tunduk2 bla blabla. :DD rindu pulak lagu tu.

btw, I WANT to bring someone to the right track. DONT GO TO THE DARK SIDE. help help help help help me. and mr nice guy,, im relying on you. do it once and for all. someday, we'll text again aite. thanks a lot MR NICE GUY.

annnd hehehehehehehehe. somebody gimme kuih. kuih bangkit. harap je da 14 tahun hidup, tapi tak pena makan satu pon. cakap je la pape kuih2 mlayu cm bangkit ke makmur ke hape. smue tak pena makan. npk cm tak sedap. hehh. the first time i ate tart was last year. BOLEH LA. this yearr,, come my house eat the kuih tau!!! SEDAP. (:

rite shuddup. this is making my stomach grumble. im hungry. im thirsty. i can eat. i can drink. bcos i cant fast. like damn. have to pay back 5 days. MALAS TAU TAK.

kla.. i've yet to write any masterpieces for_____. and for myself. after exam okayys.

i'll be watching you! be afraid. hehhheheheeh. :DD
xx LEAlala xx

you can take ur fucking ass and walk out the door. cause i really dont care about u anymore.

what? u want to hit me back with the shit tt i did to u? but wait, like hello, it totally wasnt my intention to do those stuff to u right. so now whats ur prob? u wanna strike me with those shit u do? like hey, ur the one being fake and pretending right now. right, my-layak-syg? HAH.

if u want to use me, ur using the wrong person. mate aku lolok! jadi i can see what u wanna do. and honestly, i wont fall for ur trap. i wont let u get to me much. so consider us NORMAL COMPANIONS. and wtv u wanna do to me, save it. bulan suci ni, bulan ramadhan. im a peace-lover, like real, but hey, atleast my niats are suci and i dont have any niat to hurt u back.

i can see how much i hurt u, well u just hid under all that pain, and it bugged me. so now, i dont care, i dont give a shit bout u. GET IT.

TAKE UR ASS AND WALK OUT THE DOOR, CAUSE I WONT GO AFTER YOU ANYMORE

cheerios!

- even the strongest fall sometimes. and crying doesnt mean that ur defeated. crying helps u, in every single way nobody can, in fact.

ONE PERSON DOWN.

now, another one pissed me off yest. YES, someone.

ur also using me to get smth. wellwell, u cant always get what u want. especially when ur niat is bad. especially, u hide all that negative feelings uncer that innocent shit u cover urself up with. i can see, i know. i heard. soo, stay away from me and stop pretending that u miss me, that im ur true friend. when in actual fact, ur just using me to get close to someone else. PISS OFF.


ITS JUST A DAY, i miss YOU like crazy. )=
i wanna rmb ur faves stuff again. ))))))=

Labels: BITCH, I HATE YOU

aku suka tengok KAMI
best tau. pat SENSASI every Saturday at 7.00pm
oohlala~



i think that guy on the right is hot
i know. i have weird taste.
oh shut up. don't critisize on my taste
but he acts so stupidly. like some noob jerk
hahahahahahahaha.
but he act in another show, GHOST. very MACHO
aku suka. DIAM :D


this song from the story also very niceeeee
but got one part sound very pelat
like the singer lidah pendek
hahahahahahaha :D

okay. i'm bored.
i want to drink. kena sabar. ngah puasa.
just now PE play frisbee
best! run here run there. oohlala~
aku nak balik
aku malas nk oral bsk
merepek jerh. role-playing. tsk
i know i'm ranting unreasonably
just let me rant
this is the only place i can rant excessively

semalam aku kemas bilik tau.
i'm proud of myself.
my bed very nice. klau nk ngok datnglah hari raya
klau tk tau malu lah :P

aku pon dah lebih satu minggu tk nangis
i'm proud of myself
and i have also moved a step forward
i've moved on
no more living in a fragile dream
i'm living in reality now
like it or not.
you have to face reality head on someday
my time is now.

nadhirah larh seyh :D

ASSALAMUALAIKUM! *expects jawapan*


i learnt mly words today:

lebah - bee , laba - labah - spider , serangga - big ant , semut - ant , sanjung/tabik - salute , agung - big/grand. rangi (wtv the pornSTAR say HAHA!) - cool.

i got totally motivated to study today. from the first period all throughout the day. cool shit or what? yes, amyraa has got balls to study. k fine, karut. i think STIs are scary. i dont want sex anymore. DANGEROUS. tt girl is soo dangerous~ -.- LOSER-ness.

and my grp is like fated and soo cool. like we destined to be great buddies. cool shit or what?!
eng - elfin got 22 , jas - 21, me - 20 , shirley - 19 , gary - 18. WOW. cool kan?! say yes, i give u pat! ;D

i love BALL grp. my basketball so cute can?! HAHAHAHAHA no worries, i love my BALLS equally. dont get what im talking about? GO SUCK EGGS hehorr.

ms teo like can cry. so sad. i feel for her. she sooo nice, like me. -.- k diam

laksa, tea , contagious smiles, makes me high. fish that people!
*i hate this comp, i cannot listen to my songs. i burn down ur wires ah.


reflection of my ownself :

IM AS SPECIAL AS you ARE.
- therefore, that makes us equal. wtv u insult me with, u insult urself. WAHAHAHA.
sayaaaaaaang kamu! MWAH.

Labels: LOSERS GIVE UP

shit.
now i feel so awkward.
and how could she have not told me?
friend your ass larh.
now i feel so stupid
i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore
i don't want to dream about you every night
thinking that everything is ok
cause everything is not
it was all just me
SS jerh aku.

to think that one sentence can change everything
thanks to you, i've realised what i should have done a long time ago
to move on

nadhirah larh seyh.
p/s: infatuation sucks. trust me.

u watched me crash and burn. ur breathing the air i need. my oxygen tank is running out
everyone is moving on, and im left behind
i can't keep up. so maybe i should get deserted on a faraway island or a planet like mars huh? u know, things dont always go the way u want them to.

i guess, this is what i deserved? MAYBE.
ur biting my ass off. dont let my shit rot in my body.

and they werent forced today. like woah, alot pulak tu. after so long, now. GREAT -.-
go away, stop eating up all of me. i dont need emptiness . THANK YOU.
i just need to move along with everyone.
i can't , no i shouldnt hope for the past.


moving on... moving on....
NO, its moving ALONG

Labels: see u in another life

i thought everything was coming to an end
but NO.
it just started again.
all the shouting, screaming, crying
please. STOP.

I'm wasting time posting but I don't give a shit
School is tomorrow which is in 3 minutes time
I don't want to do homework
I don't want to revise
I don't want to take exams
I don't want to go to school
I don't want to see your shit, ass, handsome, dreamy, unresistable face

SCHOOL SUCKS.
I'm not looking forward to ANYTHING.
Not even your shit, ass, handsome, dreamy, unresistable face can cheer me up.

And I'm so not looking forward to Hari Raya this year
I don't want to see their shit, ass, hyprocritical, ego faces
I HATE YOUR PARENTS. THEY MADE US MISERABLE
WTFish do they want? Leave us alone already
This year's fasting month have been really REAAALLLLY
testing my family's patience.
I just want everything to end.

Too much tears have been shed already
I don't want to see anyone cry anymore
I don't want to cry anymore
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of not being able to do anything and just cry
Seeing you cry just made me speechless
I feel so bloody weak

I'm just glad that everything is almost over.
I want to live peacefully again.
No more voices shouting, screaming, weeping.
I just want peace.

Nadhirah larh seyh

I was bored.
My mind told me to study
but my body just wouldn't let me.
So I wrote a random 'essay'.
My essay is about change.
I got inspiration from this;

WE'LL BE THE ONES SITTING BACK AND WATCH AS PEOPLE CHANGE


Change by `gilad on deviantART



this is going to be in my journal :D
oohlala~

Life seems to be all about change. You change, both physically and mentally. When you were a kid, your parents looked like giants. You felt small wherever you were. However, as you got older, you grow and your body changes. Everything looks so much smaller. Your environment changes and you have to amend your lifestyle to adapt to these changes. From time to time, people around you start to change too. You start losing and making friends. Your thinking becomes more mature. You learn that you should treasure every single person you know and you learn to make decisions, learn to choose good from bad.

I was a fool to believe that we’ll be the ones sitting back and watch as people change. It is impossible to stick to the present. Time will fly past and the world transforms into a different place. People will start adapting to these changes and if you do not change, you will be left behind. You will not be able to survive in this world.

I remember when my friends and I used to stay attach to each other like glue. I used to think that we would stay united together for eternity but I was wrong. One by one, we started changing. Some of us started meeting new people and our feelings for each other change. Our sense of belonging slowly started to disappear. We started finding new goals in life, a new direction to strive forward to. Without knowing, some of us were left behind. Some of us were too eager to achieve what we wanted and did not care about others. Some of us achieved our goals and started forgetting the ones who helped us. Some of us were too caught up in these changes that we forgot to treasure the people we used to care about.

So, what makes some of us afraid of change? Some of us are afraid of change because we do not want to lose the ones we love. We treasure the present. We want things the way they are. However, change is something that happens to everyone. Like it or not, sooner or later, things around you will change. However, you must stay open minded. Change does not have to be bad. It could be beneficial too. For example, maybe your friends did leave you but this gives you the chance to search for new, better friends. You should not stress about it. Why should you be sad when your friend is enjoying him/herself out there? You should look at the brighter side of things. You should learn from these changes and start to improve yourself. However, when you make new friends, you should never forget the old because every friendship should be treasured.

So start thinking openly about change. It does not always have to be bad. And when it is bad, there is always a reason behind it and a good side to it. ‘Behind every evil, there is good in it’. Welcome change with open arms.


and this is a picture i took and edited
oohlala~
i'm gonna study at library tomorrow
YAY! finally. i am going to be able to achieve full concentration.
:DD

Nadhirah larh seyh
p/s: i've realised that i still miss your company.

i've got nothing to blog about.

well, i just can't wait for school to reopen,
then i can talk to people i want.
i can meet people i want
i can disturb people i want
and more importantly, i can study all i want. NOT.
but i've got to right. HAH. )=
streaming bullshit. the fact of sucky time management is bad enough. somemore want to separate us all. this is NOT justice. DIAM.

im still yearning for a happy buke day. AMIN

nah, here pics, since im sooo freaking blank.
and i've been a gd girl not to maki2. I USE PATHETIC ANIMALS TO SOMEHOW "MAKI" PEOPLE. CUTE APER. diam.


yes very true.
and now i shall show u a funny drunk-like pic:
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HAHAHAHAHAHA, LAUGH PEOPLE LAUGH !!!!

yes, when we were bored and had nothing to do besides disturbing my nine year old cuz.
who was irritatingly irritating when i tried studying. who played kissy games online
who my brother likes to threaten
well, i cant blame her for getting threatened =X ! finefine, she's a nine yr old. what can i expect right. pfft