like come on, i just did that one mistake. that was the past.

and the future? i DONT wish to repeat it. DUH~

UGH.

give me time and space to breathe.

ur taking up all my gas. ur keeping me stuck in a moment.

i want to change, at least for u.
cause im soo into making everyone happy, no, i thought i could.

but i know, someone's bound to get hurt. and i cant help that fact.

ur the cause, for the stress in me, the tears i cried. but u dont know. u continue.

i dont want to voice it out, cause u'll think im crazy.

ur definitely not who i once knew.

i mean, their my friends also. their urs too.

and its not my fault everything went down that way. it wasnt my plan at all.

it was His. ironic as it may sound, i hate u.

u made me do what i do. it was ur own fault. so now, stop blaming others.

i've had enough of this crap shit.

and its true when they say:

JEALOUSY KILLS.

everyday, i wasnt putting up an act just for u, it was real. but maybe u were the one pretending.

i killed, all the negativities, and the temptations in me. but have u?

everyday, i keep thinking bout u. i want to make u happy, but idk how. do u think bout the same thing as i?

everyday, i want the old times. i know u do too. im trying, maybe not hard enough. but are u trying at all?

ur just breaking my heart with everything u do. still, there's no reason why.
dont ask me what happened. i wont share my probs with anyone, anymore