boring BORING BORING

and u know what. i slept at 12pm, woke up at 3pm to the sound of my hp ringing. like mad woman i rush to ans, figured out i got headache later on. PATHETIC, i know.
eating doesnt make me feel complete anymore. im sick of all the food i've tasted. i want to try eat PORK. ahahahaah, if u believe that i will, ur a loser.

i dont want ice cream anymore. the icecream man is such a heartbreaker. i dont want spaghetti. i dont want icekacang.i dont want milk tea. i dont want toblerone (GASPS) i dont want what i usually want. i want smth new and SWEET. give me, someone! before i die before ur very eyes. lame, diam.

thinking....hmmmmm....

i want:

- henderson wave with biri FIRST. heh.
- cut my freaking fringe
- new shoes! (keep ur comments to urself ehk, u-know-who)
- my school uniform back, qayyum nye psl lah ni. tengok star, she bully me lor. *sadpukeface

- oh, i wish her sept hols free. u see, Ns are such moronic stuff. byk2 hari, take up the hols. makes me steaming mad. FISHBALLS. mymotherfuckmyfather

ehh, u arh. better study tau. i scared like motherfishing cow. STUDY. meowmeowmeow.

yes, i swear im a fake right? i lie soo much and im a heartbreaker. so that concludes that i MUST go to hell right? RIGHT.
the world is an asshole. assumptions w/o investigations. wrong set of mind, when intentions were right.
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I REALLY DO CARE. it wasnt pretence, i am kaku nowadays, really. i told u before, so now its all down to u. im trying hard, but still kaku,but are u trying at all? in my eyes, NO. i want to solve this quick. but it feels like i've lost a friend i care for.





one republic - say(all i need)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothings turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it