IM DYING INSIDE THIS BLACK HOLE

someone reach out to me and save me. maybe, i did a HUGE mistake.
i shouldnt have, from the start

how do i end all this pain, tears from flowing down.
EVERYTIME.
it feels like i still need u, but then, u dont need me the same like how i do u.
im tired of tears.
i need a change of luck in this.

im waiting, i keep waiting.
let my wait be fruitful , pls.
ALLAH.

im looking for smth which i dont think i can replace.
but im soo desperate for one, worse, idk what im looking for

BYE.

i hate her. setupid, kawan gini mcm? bodoh. kau pi je la graduate la ehk. GRR. HMPH. dah dah diam
*that line aint refering to anyone, paritcularly NOT to nasyiba.
I_Y. D: