so here's the lowdown.

its been bittersweet. EVERYTHING. yes. =/ but still, it looks like there's nth i can do. furthermore, idk what the fuck is my bloody prob. i hate this situation im in.

dont tell me that u were using me? the both of u.

i just need someone to rely on. ITS NOT U.

but that someone i want is currently being hogged at by someone else, i guess.

and im afraid to talk to u.

idc bout u.

dont start baek2 with me just cause of some bloody toot reason. idont like the fcking idea tht im being used. cause if i am, its better to end things.

cause really, ive been thinking bout it alot. this not refering to biri-biri. PAHAM TK MORON? xD

nth's right between all of us anymore. why are we living in a fcked up crazy kiddy land? wake up everybody. this is life, we know. but hey, u all act like its a game. i hate this crazy shit right now. idk what everyone's tryna prove here. cause everything's all over the place. anw, from the way i look at things, u should really ask ur heart what it wants first. before ur next move. =/

KILL ME, or end this dilemma. THANK YOU.

p/s : right now, i HATE and am paranoid with everybody. so dont mintak trust and hahah here there with me. sry.

BYE!