im waiting for u to hold me

but i cant seem to let u in my heart

and i do wanna love u, really

if u call me to stay tonight

honey, i'd stay by ur side

but if u dont need me,let me go

dont hurt me inside

what can u do to prove ur not lying?

fight off these voices in my head

yet, prove all of them to be true

and i just might invite u to bed xD

i might not be everything u wanted

i might be some life supply

dont say ur using me?

and could ur i-love-yous be another lie?

honey, if the wounds u gifted me would heal

and the gray skies would go away

then hell yeah, i'd let u in

i'll love u with all my heart, everyday

and i pray u'd stop feeding me lies and pain

sometimes i wished i never knew u

just to run away from life, reality

but i cant cause a part of me is YOU

no matter what i'll always need&miss you

by ME! ;)

TELL ME IM GOOD. HAHAHA.

i guess probs are just tests, for u mentally and for the HEART.

up til now, i guess im glad for everything tt has happened. and to think back, i dont think i regret any of them from happening. everything happens for a reason anw. its either we dont see it, or we realise it later. so tada~ ;)

andddd, i think i should manggek anymore.

i'll cheer up, with the presence of everyone who is still ard me babeh! heho.

BYE ;D can u read the smile on my face when u read this? HUHU

p/s tmr: KUBUR = REMINISCE.

im sry to everyone for being a bitch lately. IM SRY. its these setupid meltdowns D=