♥ Thursday, July 3, 2008
i really really really hope, that i aint making no mistake.
i cant evade mistakes, i mean we all make mistakes.
but i hope this time, i won't regret what i make of myself
a fool, yea mostly, when i regret at the end of things. (if)
but i hope, that i won't. i hope that i made a right choice. i hope that i WONT CRY AT ALL, if everything crumbles.
i hope, i could stop hoping,
haha! true though.
why do ppl hope for things so much, when all they do is hope.
u hope, tapi tk buat pape, ape gunenye kan
and if mcm aku yg sundal betol ni, asyik mendiam je,
everything can blow up. but if i really tell what i keep,
then some ppl might think that im some kind of bossy control freak/ bimbo/ bitch.
imma nice girl, XD, just that i dont show it that much on the outside.
ppl who are close to me know what i mean.
anw, i don't wish to cry anymore. i wanna be happy.
for real, i haven't cried like fuck yet. ironic, kan?
i just want the old u back, the one who yg semangat gile babi nk mampos nk blaja, yg nk jadi lawyer atau policewoman tu. the one that always got along with her batch friends. the one that i can fall for easily. i want that person back. D=
i know it's a fat hope, and fat hopes hurt in the end if they dont come as hoped for., but i cant help myself. shutup.
u knowww, i think that 2/7 "mat" is COOL. HAHAHA .;D
he more gentleman than i thought he never was.
aku tk phm ape aku type tapi tkpe.
at least u all know he's COOL.
not sarcy insult okay. i swear! =DDDDDD
i i i i i i i i give u my honesty.
haha, wtf. why honesty even come to mind
enough said, i hope u didn't get bored.
cause if can, i want to type many2 here. HEHORR
BYEBYE!
-RAA
squeezed between time, place, people, choices.
imagine.
PURE PRESSURE. sucks BIG time.
BYE!