i've fought enough battles
i've built my walls, skyhigh
to know that my wounds would heal
and that everything would be alright

i've been stifling some screaming voices
and you told me to listen to my heart
but it doesn't even make a sound
i think it's dead?

i've got these mixed feelings i can't describe
i wanted to hang in there
but we were afraid
i can't go anywhere without your hand

everything happens for a reason?
i'll wait long enough to uncover the point
why we are going this way
don't throw away anything okay
cause i still love you

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now that it's slipped through my fingers,
i feel a burning regret in me
now that i've lost smth so strong,
everything's been so crazy

and i thought we could have it all
but we burnt the bridge between us
and i felt something so real deep inside,
just to find that it died away so fast

it feels like i'm a million miles away from you
when ur there in front of me
and i avoid your eyes again and again
i just don't know why

nothing can turn back time
if words could change the way we live
then it must be that i'm living in some kind of fantasy
and i'm wishing there could only be you and me, me and you.
*incomplete. heh

FUCK, IM EMPTY.

ALOT, and i can't emphasize more on the word ALOT,

ALOT bad things have happened to me. yes, its like everythings coming after me
shittos.
how unlucky can one bitch be?!

*hey how ur doing.?
oh im fine.
yea, setupid plastic fake shit pretence.

ade hikmah sebalik ni smue
ya, so cliche. so mendak. so basi.
aku sabar kan? tapi org ni kate there's a limit to patience.
so when isit MY turn to step on THEIR heads.
i wanna hurt ppl. yes, and not regret. not look back.
idk, what fck feeling is this.