i dont feel like all these are real.
its like their lies,
i dont believe in any shit u tell me.
in fact, anyone.

i believe in one person, ALLAH.
lol!
oh wait, lea also.
currently, she's the only one i can depend on.
the rest, go and die. dont disturb me
i sooooo cant wait for the day i fall
cause then, u can see me die, drown., wtv.
then u'll be happy

somehow i wish ud forget me.
idk why,
cause it seems like u dont care.?

im afraid of getting close to u,
cause maybe im afraid of feeling wat i felt?
someone told me to believe, have faith.
but all thats too dull, aku da mendak ngn bull tu smue
i want someone who cares.
it could have been YOU.

but no, on the bright side.
ade BDK CUTE
heh. fuck, u blow my mind. hahahaha!
ohh, i dont want hols D:
but i want. shut up

ok bye. im half happy, half hak puih. dont mind me
and YOU, stop pushing me, my patience running thin,
ihy to the core.
fuck u arrogant ass lobang