AND TODAY IS ANOTHER FUCKED UP, BITCH PARADE DAY!

i used the word excessively actually today. WHO CARES RIGHT?
hahahaha, jk honey

and u know what.
i DESPISE sleeping, if there's moronic bad dreams. i want sweet dreams, with ____ in it. :D HEH!
but everything cant go my way

i blindfolded myself, covered my eyes from seeing the truth,
the feeling that i know deep down is so fucked up right.
i cant help it. tell me, can you?

that's all, i just dont want to regret again. im tryna be gd, positive and all that WOW feelings here.
all of them true.
but there's smth buried which u wont know. :X

GET LOST BITCH.bye

ARGHMERAA



I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

im in the baddest shitty mood u can ever see.
IT SUCKS OKAY, BIG TIME
fuck someone else okay?!