♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008
ok,finally i get to update. kat rumah comp mcm sial. hak puih punye bendeso this days, nasyiba EMO~! semcm!!i dont know how to console/entertain u and more importantly cheer u up.aku sebut name der je kau marah. aku bebual sikit je kau jeling2, marah2. mcmne siollll.aku tak tau okay, but i hope ud get better soon.->tts why ive been running to qayyum more. lea, stress with hmwks, yg due ekor tu, hah, so happy together. tapi now, since yum yum got probs of her own, i SHOULD run to another person. smtimes i find depending or putting hopes on others really foolish. really. i do. but ironically, i just do what i keep telling myself not to do. wtf kan. and i've been ignoring ____ too much. da satu minggu siol. sry, im busy. no time for bdk2 kecik. heh. X]so, everything's been going smooth. its okay, until today i guess. i felt so broken somehow. like u took away the pieces of my heart. like somehow, its all hollow.- words are hollow but they cut so deep.is amyraa good or good. damn i amaze myself with wat i can come up with smtimes. haha, PERASAAN-ING!smtimes when i go quiet, its erm , cause im afraid or that i have felt that things between us has changed. idk, but i just felt like that. boo!setupid bitch feeling. go away la, no one invite u to conquer my heart what bodohh, mofo! ok, biri-biri. im sry if i was such a bitch. i feel bad to you. and i feel like rewinding time, god time is such a BITCH. having a heart sucks! feeling really low, craps the mood outta me. i hate all this shit. go away~~~~in fact, i feel bad towards everyone. in fact i feel like i should leave everyone alone, stop being a pest to them. eveyrone laen mcm today.I DONT NEED AN ONION TO CRY. i went to ____ complaining. hah, for once she aint sarcy. :D the only one who made me happy was YOU. YOU YOU YOU! ily, like fuck. am i really saying this. shitto. im homo kan kan bibi!hahaha! talk to my shoe mann, shut up bitch. (refering to myself.)today, floorball comp.u fell like hahahah! drama byk jer, last last kalah! hahahah! kesian ur baobei. seriously, its bad and shocking. i do have a heart. i do feel, like every human being. i jus feel toot at tat perticular moment. why ppl get jealous? cause their a bitch. BITCH BITCH BITCH. why am i saying all this, cause ive got nth else to say.PSSTS:IM DONE WITH YOU, YOU CAN EMO ALL U WANT, CAUSE EVERYTHING I DO, IS WRONG PISSFULL TO YOU. DONT BUG ME WHEN U WANNA EMO OKAY~TO YOU, okay, a break is a break. sort out ur life. im patient, ive always been kan. psl bubu baek! ;D hehaww. im so horny ;D tapi qayyum lagi rabakYOU, YOU SHIOK LA SIOL. CIBAI betol, kalau lah kau same kelas ngn aku. FUCK FUCK FUCK.IM DONE HERE.glad u survived reading through =D now go do ur homework!bye u fucking world. da nk kiamat ehk?aku dgr, tgk byk signs jer. takot girl2. PELUK? HEH
