my left leg, it feels like someone kicked my shin. pain mann!
i hate the timetable. oh ___. god, must stop maki-ing. urghhh
hsih hwa command. mesti amirah suker kan. hahahaha
oh ya, he looks quite different like tt,if u look at him upclose and carefully

i emo-ed after sch? wtf, i was tired. and i was just thinking.. mane tau nnti org tu nanges kann. X)
i cannot stand _____, it makes me up down all around. ee! i better stop. INSYALLAH!

faster abg come home from pasar mlm. come home with many many food! u blanja me somemore. laen mcm jerr. ni menggatal atau buat smth suspicious.
mummy, mana kamu? tkde kat rumah je bile i come home. slalu aderr.
daddy, u piece of ___. u piss me off. ALOT. dont bother me by ur irritating stupid questions and ur stepping concern. ee!

im afraid of my next step
im afraid i'd hurt more ppl
now, there's more, and i cant handle and be there for exactly all of them at the same time.
some just gotta understand, its not like im gonna leave u forever like tt.
i seriously dont know how to manage time.
but i dont wanna hurt anybody again.
i was such a ___. i dont want tt to happen again.
GOD, im soo wtv.
help?

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staring out into the world across the street
you hate the way ur life turned out to be

broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces
you learned the hard way to shut ur mouth and smile
if these walls could talk, they would have so much to say
cause everytime u fight, the scars are gonna heal
but they're never gonna go away


there's only hate, there's only tears
there's only pain, there is no love here
so what will you do?

there's only lies, there's only fears
there's only pain, there is no love here
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totally, how i feel right now. D=
but okay, im okay. dont sibok ask me if i am or not ok. psl nnti kau menyusahkan aku to jwb kau jer.
oh n YOU are totally pissing me off. seriously, stop doing tht to me. i hate it, i despise it. u mofo.
make my blood go up je pandai ehk, aku tumbok kau smlm maseh tk puas kepe. idiot.
psst, tapi aku tk violent tauu!
bye!